Scholaristic Asiprations

I don’t think so I’d ever get used to being called a scholar. Perhaps I don’t see myself as one, or its just the inferiority complex that I’ve always had about being second rate.

The briefing today was an eye opener into the world of smart people and the other side of JC I never had the chance to touch. There were people infintely smarter, better versed and knowledgable about everything than I am.

It begs the question whether I will really be able to do well in Univeristy now that I’ve made the huge detour back to the original education path I was perhaps meant to take.

I’d be in the same batch as the top students who were from my school 2 years back. Its scary considering. They had the support of the teachers and all, plus they seem well read.

I really need to get off my lazy ass and make good on the things I said I will do. It will be an interesting if not scary first semester at school come August 4th.

I really do hope I survive well enough.